三个月

9.5/10，★★★★★

本着随便的心情半盲猜了个，一开头的自行车就让我很吃惊了，小小调整一下预期，也真的没有让我失望。主线虽是在怀疑反复的沉重中推进的，但它整体的结构，轻松加愉快的氛围感，格外撩人。上一次这么轻松看完的还是无可救药S1了，它也许犹有遗憾，也许令人扼腕，但人生更多的不就是一团糟吗？

“shit”

片中随处可见的生活细节是那样的坦诚，叫人不自觉代入一个kind of crazy的夏日，一段热烈燃烧的青春。这样微妙的化学反应是不可多得的，包括演员与角色的适配度，用心打磨 恰到好处的节奏，诚意满满的细节(配乐拉满！鲍爷排面!!!)，反复cue到无辜躺枪的霉霉(好姐妹就是要处处黑，另外我真的觉得戳比霉会扭)......three months真正从一个平等，或者说平常的角度，去探究这些也许难以开口的问题，是一种倔强，单纯的凝视。

“ground control to Major Tom”😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

Dara 和 Caleb 的友谊真的实名羡慕了

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最打动我的细节之一，是毫不掩饰的个性与pride色彩细节，尤其是Caleb的鞋了，讲真开始硬是花到没认出来是匡威，到后面衣柜的镜头才敢相信———同时是这样一个精巧的让人拍案的设计。

巧妙

细节满满，很戳人

🥲🥲🥲真的会拍

用两个词总结一下这部电影带给我的感受，我会选“真诚”和“灼人”，它当然有丧气满满的时候，但我更多感受到了希望，包括最后比较开放式的结局，像是一句拽拽的C'est la vie(That's life)甩在你脸上，纯看个人理解。

构图太舒服，这个镜头把易碎和脆弱拍出来了，看得揪心

我个人来说，就尤其喜欢这种清新含蓄，鲜少露骨，不张牙舞爪扯着zzzq大旗的小制作文艺片，透着少年人残存的浪漫风骨。它不是激烈的把生活的残酷一股脑丢给你，而是优雅地将它们一点，一点慢慢呈现在你的面前，慢到头都要抬不起来了，还只是温和的一句：“别急啊，这才哪跟哪呢？”

fireworks这段忽然日系，气氛真的不错

爆米花也是很重要的意象，选的可爱又心疼

两位化学反应很有趣

grandma好霸气

当然，正如前所说，即使低头，也是举着拳头的，在懦弱与不甘中挣扎抗争，一如你我，也可能不如。

well，it’s kinda like a story talking about a boy who might catch HIV but end up not.During the three month he has met a boy in the HIV club and fell in love with him but also ends up like being given up for the future of the boy. I can feel how terrible he feels when he says everyone leaves me when his “post”mother dives him away from the little baby and the new decorated old house where he used to live.After his maybe like “timely”boyfriend doesn’t text him,I can feel the same like when you think you meet someone you won’t leave forever and you two have a close relationship once upon a time but someone leave halfway for something.That feels like one part of your heart suddenly emptying “We used to have a happy time and we used to talk to each other everything,we used to have fun!But we aren’t from now on.”We maybe break up with our best friend who we can give the middle finger to and have a party with in the workplace or even watch some singing ceremony through a camera.There are so many reasons why people leaves each other,but we just fight for what we want and fight for what we deserve,but don’t wait!you just wait for nothing ahead of you.We may have many many three months in our life, but why don’t we just pick up a new white shoe and draw new things on it.The one that leaves is for a better future so why don’t we leave for our better future?

In addition,this is my first time to watch a whole movie without the underlines words (well just because I don’t know how to spell so I said this phrase instead,don’t care about that)It’s a totally new experience!I think I will do that again in the future.

Here are the shorts of the movie:

Why !!!!!!!!!!!!!!can’t have Troye Sivan to sing the main song!!!!!!!!!!!!why you have to pick the female edition!!!!!!why!!!!!!!!!that hurts so much!How terrible!!!!!!

But anyway I like it,these days I am like having my “three months “(not for HIV but For the bad state) I‘ll then pick up my new white shoes to fight for what I deserve!

I’m going to sleep now! I don’t want to care about what fucking English note! I don’t want to recite it just today!

pick the new white shoes and draw new things on them

（ps：找资源的时候一不小心整成了没字幕版，大半夜的看完了想写影评又很激动的写了英文，水平不高，但是确实是我当时的所思所想，愿君共勉）

Caleb的最后一个暑假从惶恐中开始。意外得知自己可能有HIV的风险的他决定去找医生检查，在等待结果的这三个月他见证了打工的杂货铺的老板和自己的闺蜜的感情；参与到互助会遇到了和自己类似情况的Estha，朦朦胧胧的要产生一段新感情；焦虑之下被家人发现，和家人的坦诚和包容…夏天的结束也是新生活的开始。

这个故事的画面就和海报一样，马卡龙色的夏天，又卡通又可爱，粉嫩嫩的青春颜色中还带有一丝未成熟的鲁莽和酸涩，简直好看得不行。特别是配合戳爷的脸，就是氛围感拉满。我好爱电影的美术哦，颇有布达佩斯的感觉，一些装置感经过设计的略显不真实的场景反而可爱加分！电影的配乐和节奏也特别好，福罗里达度假感，极其适合初夏观看，不会汗津津反而是清清爽爽的，冰淇淋般的电影，极其少女心！

好爱这个医院啊

这个杂货铺也超爱

中间有两段戏简直太可爱了，一个是男主和闺蜜在他们打工的杂货铺狂欢，另一个是两个少年利用游乐场的清扫空档去独享游乐场。太青春片了！镜头和画面简直都把氛围感拉满了啊，我觉得是摄影超棒的参考。他的鞋子也超级可爱，它用于记录自己每个阶段的成长和喜欢的事物，而故事的最后，他拿起了一双新的白色的鞋子，也是走向下一段新的生活。

其实是个挺爆米花的电影，但因为美术和摄影的设计，让电影的画面特别美好。在故事的结尾，奶奶说的话让我觉得影片是有升华的，在这个毕业的转角和成年的关口，奶奶终于有机会去讲述家长的视角下的生活，去温暖这个十字路口上的少年。

青春片就是很多疯癫，迷茫，和解和成长，在这些独属于这个年龄段的名词中，我们看到很多快乐和温暖，这些就值得保存和观赏。

因为一些外貌偏见，下意识里觉得Troye Sivan也许可能应该大概率会是一个吃性取向红利的bitchy mean gay。看了电影之后觉得1⃣️Troye Sivan脸长得真好看，我要是导演我也狂给怼脸特写2⃣️原来演技还是很不错的，自然不做作。

电影本身的故事非常简单，但也好在情节的简单，没有注射过多导演个人的价值观在里面，画面和配乐以及镜头节奏非常MTV（建议青春向歌手都请这位导演拍MV），干净清新，好像回到了十八岁那年毕业的初夏。

HIV➕一点点宗教话题也让题材在同类型里面多了一点新意和一点思考，以及以上这两段废话都是为了凑满140个字，其实只想发一些美图⬇️

最后，今日轶闻是Troye Sivan男上印度小哥，suck其胸前的爆米花并邪魅一笑说：喔～好咸哦。

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517世界不恐同日收看了一部毫无预知下安排好的同性恋电影，为缘分！尖叫！内敛的印度男孩喜欢开朗的捷克男孩，诚然只要性格好是会受到不分男女的喜爱的，海滩的牵手和碰鼻简直让我停不了大叫，浪漫至死不渝！全片仿佛有些无聊，但细味其中有很多写实的东西在里面，在经历了男友背叛，因艾滋病携带者被歧视后，奶奶👵真的是全剧活得最通透的人，她跟CaIeb说的话值得我抄上万遍「You re gonna have a wonderfuI Iife no matter what that resuIt says,and I cant wait to see it.Baby you are one in a biIIion,you re my grandsons.You got my bIood in you too, and dont you ever forget it. For that reason aIone, you wiII do great things. You wiII find great Iove. And if you1 re anything Iike me, you II find it more than once.Baby I know you tired of waiting, but waiting doesnt mean you shut down, It1 doesnt mean you turn yourseIf into the kind of person that Iets the worId decid who you are and what you can do.You fight for what you want.You fight for what you deserve.I mean, you wait,but you wait with you fuckingfist in the air. Thats my boy.」最后用相册去交代故事的后续发展跟〈普罗旺斯的夏天〉的结尾有异曲同工之妙呀！

-Do you wanna go?

你想去吗？

-It depends.

看情况吧

-Are you asking me out?

你是在约我吗？

-Depends what you’d say.

看你怎么想了

-Maybe?

可能是吧?

-Then maybe.

那可能是

-I don’t get off until eight.

我八点才下班

-Show starts at night.

表演九点开始

-So just pick you up from here?

那就在这里接你

-I’ll meet you there.

我在那等你

-Okay.Cool.

好吧

-They know it’s there,that they can smell it on me.

他们知道了 可以闻得到我

-Smell what on you?

闻到你什么

-Shame.

羞耻

-Don’t leave the people who love you with nothing.

不要让爱你的人一无所有

If you love me,you won’t love me anymore.

如果你爱我 你就不会再爱我了

I’ll ask you not to speak for me,thanks.

你不要替我说话 谢谢

Waiting doesn’t mean you shut down.

等待并不意味着你放弃

It doesn’t mean you turn yourself into the kind of people.

并不意味着你把自己变成那种

that lets the world decide who you are,

让外界决定你是谁

and what you can do.

决定你能力的人

You fight for what you want.

为你所求而战

You fight for what you deserve.

为你所应得而战

I mean,you wait.

你要等

But you wait with you fucking fist in the air.

但是要攥紧拳头随时出击的等

From Three Months(2022)

选自2022年美国电影《三个月》